it's better to have loved and scotch'd than to never have scotch'd at all

1. my new "thing" is scotch. that's what i'm drinking. scotch. i'm not really sure it's worth mentioning. i'm not a particularly serious drinker, which is maybe why it is worth mentioning (just in case you were worried about me). it's expensive. and i like it. the glasses get bigger and bigger every time i pour one. it's getting darker outside. the end is near. and it's not even winter.

dear diary, i'm kidding.

but not about the scotch, obviously.

2. i think i made it a rule with myself that i would never post anything here unless it contained an actual drawing. but i am not posting a drawing and i broke my own rule. so, sorry. i generally don't care to post anything but drawings (because who gives a shit about what i have to say about anything anyway), but hear we are, together, and not a drawing in sight. well, maybe some below, but you've already seen those. you could read about much i like scotch.

i won't do that to you, i swear.

3. doodle attack 2 is finished. it's been finished for awhile. but for some reason i don't feel particularly compelled to get it printed anymore. that's funny, right? took me a year and half to finish it (but that's better than the 10 years it took me to get the first one out, i suppose) and now i don't care. anyway, the good (?) news is that i started the third one. so, expect to see that...well, we don't have to talk about that now. i understand.

i'm kidding about the not caring part. i do care. i care about you. are you eating right? i'm worried about you. maybe you should lay off the ice cream. i know how much you love ice cream. i love ice cream. and scotch.

4. these dudes from viral graphics are putting out a zine next year of black and white art and they asked me to be a part of it and, guess what, i am and i even answered some questions and they are terrible, terrible answers and it makes me realize that i am not particularly good at answering questions nor am i particularly interesting unless, of course, i am fucking wasted which i don't think i was when i answered the questions but now i don't remember.

i'm going to be honest: i love run-on sentences.

anyway, every single person who is contributing to the project is, like, a real artist and shit so i am not really sure what i'm doing in there, but those guys are super nice and asked to me to do it and how could i turn them down? i could not!

5. but where are the drawings?

6. do you think i should have gone to college? maybe i should have gone to college.

7. i seemingly have an uneasy relationship with, uh, everything. but right now i'm just wasting time. which brings us to

8. did you see that? it's as big as a house.

9. i can't think of anything else interesting to write.

10. i should have stopped at #1!

(i'll be back to tomorrow. but regrets are for today.)